my withering heart

this Chinese poem is from the show, hi my sweetheart.
it's quite meaningful and melancholic and I like it very much. so… I translated it!
•^-^•
below's the original, and the translation.

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻 为这
我已在佛前 求了五百年
求他让我们结一段尘缘

佛于是把我化作一棵树
长在你必经的路旁
阳光下慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近 请你细听
那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情
而当你终于无视地走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊 那不是花瓣
是我凋零的心

to let you see me at my most beautiful moment,
I kneeled and prayed for 500 years
and begged god to grant me this chance

so god turned me into a tree
at a place where you'll walk past one day
blooming with flowers under the sunlight
every flower is an anticipation of my past

when you walk close, please listen
the quivering leafs are the passion for my wait
and when you nonchalantly walk past,
what's fallen behind you
my friend, these are not petals
but my withering heart


sigh. I wanna turn into a tree too.

how can you forget a person if you had so many happy memories before?

i know its abit late, but my new year’s resolution is not to cry anymore.

what the hell?!

was just expressing my emotions one day, when suddenly! somebody i treated nice said sth bad about me! im super pissed. and now i know who not to treat nicely already.

i wave to you, you never wave back. nevermind. call you for outings, never come, nevermind. call you for camp, never come, nevermind. wtf. please la. like seriously?! POS man. FUBAR. i wont try to be nice to you anymore. cos obviously, you dont deserve it.

 

anyway, on a happier note, i had fun talking to ning today! ^O^ really really really happy! and i cant wait for camp! <3

oh! and we shared nerds and seaweed chips while talking about stuff! heh. vehvehvehveh happy talking today!

this made me laugh today!

HEH. i was having two curry puffs and one hashbrown in hilltop library. :X yumtumtum~

good mood then~

 

bry gave sticky sweets to me that day! ^O^ was super super super happy! thank you bry! taste damn nice! hahah!

 

one and a half of my heart. you want?

mixed feelings like some rojak!

AHHHHHHH! helphelphelp! i feel as if my head’s gonna explode soon! i don’t know if i’m happy or sad. its like being happy and sad at the same time. and its conflicting; making my mind super confused. and my heart; confused. i seriously dont know how to describe this kinda feeling you know! I CAN FEEL SO HAPPY! AND YET SO SAD AT THE SAME TIME! is it because im too stressed? at the same time, i dont know whether to laugh or cry! i know its obvious la! smile! but i wanna cry as badly as i wanna smile! ARGH! I THINK IM GOING CRAZY! >_< my face damn pain eh. haha. >_< and i keep banging into walls. need to take note of where i walk!

but at least today, evan and i managed to complete our comperes camp proposal! YAY! damn happy! on the sad note, dvpa wasnt completed. and idk whats going on with my wp! >:{ pekchek ttm!

yes la. damn random. cos idk what to post. hahah!

I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED SOME RETARDED SHIT TO CHEER ME UP! T_T

i realise im being silly again. HEEHEEHEEHAHAHAHOHOHO

LOL. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?! –.-

I THINK THIS IS OKAY LUH! i wanna watch g dragon concert! arrest him, you die! >:{

Jumpshot Workout

stayed back after school to have our wp mini photoshoot. we had loads of fun! and took loads of jumpshots. yanqian and siyu were seriously sweating buckets after the shot.

ready for some madness?

here we go!

 

i really really like this shot of siyu. its one of the most perfect and epic jumpshots i’ve ever seen. seriously.

heh. look at yanqian’s face! seriously damn happy. awkward smile though. >_<

yanqian: “ YEAHHHHHH!~”

siyu: “help! mad woman!”

yanqian looks as if she’s purely enjoying herself.

siyu…… looks as if he’s trying to enjoy himself, but scared of heights. >_<

OMGOSH. I LIKE THIS PICTURE. •^-^•

From left; spastic child one, siru trying to surrender, spastic child two.

we got so inspired by yanqian’s pose that we made a spoof of it. 

how retarded. HAHAH. i like!~ •^-^•

once again, featuring spastic one and two!

i initially wanted to post a lot more silly candid pictures. but…. privacy issues. hahah. cannot post unglam pictures of other people. in case they post unglam pictures of yourself.

so… in case you’ve been wondering if we took normal pics. here are the normal ones!

 

ratna looked very tired yesterday! >_<

keela; cute ttm! •^-^•

heh. siyu’s eyes were sooooo puffy! but cute nonetheless.

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i love ju’s series of photos. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn nice!~ like seriously! >_<

 

HEH. i like the last pic! LOOK LIKE APEEEEEEE~ i think yanqian hang around too much with me already. becoming retarded ehhhhhhhhh~ >_<

HEEHEEHEE! in case you were wondering where my photos went, here they are! ^O^

 

   

HEH. RETARDED TO THE MAXXZXZXZXZXZ!~ •^-^•

i like.

www.fuckyeahbabyanimals.tumblr.com

i was awwwwwwwwwww-ing for the whole of wp!